This belief system has been responsible for the way many Christians practice life in a dualistic way, one that splits us up into a hierarchical order, honoring
the Soul as the real me, minimising the importance of the physical body, relegating it to the place of a ‘house’ or as Descarte said, ‘a tomb’
In 177AD, one of our Church Fathers portrayed in his statement ‘The Glory of God are men and women who are fully alive’, a saying that reflects more accurately the wholistic belief
system that allows us to live out of our true selves, Body, Soul & Spirit, or an Embodied Spirituality.
Here is a story about a Girl who discovered God in the midst of real life, engaging with her whole self, her senses and imagination. Somehow I think this is the way God intended it to be.
This is the story of Girl with a Leaf.
Girl with a leaf loved the garden, delighting to lay under the umbrella camellia in the middle of her grandmothers lawn, on the soft green carpet grass, dreaming of faraway lands and her prince on a horse.
Over the fence ran a filly & colt, waiting for their day to pull driver & sulky around a race-track that circled a paddock of wheat & carrots. A paddock nourished by a well, deep and alluring, holding goodness that watered the crops destined for market.
Girl with a leaf would harvest crops with her farmer uncle, dip them in the river that bordered her safe-haven farm then travel to town in a small green truck with a tray, laden with goodness to sell to the city folk, carrots, potatoes, pumpkins, the fruit of the earth that provided her daily bread.
Girl with a leaf grew, and became Girl on a bike.
Often she would cycle to safe-haven farm, home away from home, but even more she began to explore back roads of her small country town, listening for stories in the wind and noticing faces in the clouds, speaking, watching.
Camelia tree, horses, crops & a Well centred her life, and a river, meandering from mountains, and an ocean stretching down a coast boundaried her world.
Girl on a bike explored, and Spirit, who she didn’t yet know wooed her into the wide open spaces, ‘look, listen, smell, imagine,’ the voice seemed to say.
Spirit cycled along country roads with Girl on a bike, opening wide vista’s in the path before her. She was free to grow, and while she was here she felt alive.
Girl on a bike discovered a building, white, with a cross & a garden, fragrant with lilies, candles & polish. She came into this place and began to discover more about Spirit, about love and light, darkness and safety.
Man in a black gown with a collar looked into her soul, believed in her and asked her to think about more….
Girl on a bike grew and adventured, stepping over river boundary, climbing onto mountains, into snow with boots, packs & skis, soaring the heights, viewing Spirit from a new angle. Life was good for her. Free to explore, allowing senses to lead and satisfy as she experienced the more…
Spirit loved her adventures, playing with her, brushing her hair in the wind,, cushioning her feet, freezing her finger-tips on frosty mornings, releasing perfume from garden enclosures…
But as girl on a bike grew-up, she began to ‘think’ a lot about Spirit, how to be pleasing, to understand the ‘right’ way, to do the ‘right thing’. She left safe-haven farm, and began to lose her own way, believing other scripts, others ways, where frost & river, camellia & filly became a thing of her memory. Bike became rusty and ski’s were stored. Life lost it’s fragrance.. & Spirit watched on.
Prince on a horse came as Boy in a Car!
Like a wind she was swept off her feet, they began a new life, a life that was fun, yet consumed and absorbed. A life encased in structure & form.
Others were happy, but not always her, or boy in a car, or Spirit…who whistled outside her window, knocked on her walls, and stirred her imaginings.
But girl on a bike was now mature, ‘Woman with a role.’ And she lived on in that place until one day crisis forced truth.
Woman with a role had forgotten her name.
Yet Spirit, who knew her gave her a gift, and invited her back to the country roads, to the meandering river & the mountain boundaried world where they first met.
Woman with no name brought a new bike, and journeyed, exploring her future backwards, remembering who she was. When she saw, Spirit helped her knock down her fortress, dismantled her scripts, and restored her true self, the garden enclosed, untamed filly, carrot eating Girl with a leaf.
Girl with a leaf still lives, and no longer allows form & function to dictate her world. She casts her mind often back to safe-haven farm, where Spirit met her and taught her how to be. She is happy to leave those places behind, but not to pretend they didn’t exist, that they were the places where she was formed, and experienced what it meant to be fully alive.
She lives now, with that purpose in mind.
And Spirit says ‘it is good’.